it's been a while

I haven't been blogging for a long time. I think it has been about a month.

Sorry if you have been wondering what has happened to me--if I had left the country and the such, or did I get married and am hibernating to have kids?--I am fine, and I am doing ok.

I have just been busy. Really busy.

But I have more or less settled into the pace. An exam is due in two weeks' time. That is my Chinese Grammar exam. I had just taken a test for my Jap Ele 1. I passed and my next course is due to start in a month's time.

I have gotten back one of my exam results (the one I did before work started). I did quite well...maintained my standard.

Right now, I am just waiting for my HSK exam results before I execute my next move.

Yes, I am not leaving the company as yet.

There are many reasons for this and one prevailing one is because, I am teaching P6 kids and I do not wish my departure to disturb them in any way.

And I was reasoning it out to myself: This job does give me flexibility of time in terms of completing my Diploma. For that, there is reason to stay on.

That is enough justification, is it not?

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My life has been pretty monotonous.

It is the same schedule week in week out. I am thankful about the regularity.

And when I am at work, I just try to do my work. I am fine with my colleagues but I still find it difficult to penetrate the cliche.

But it doesn't really bother me anymore. Maybe because I know I am going to be there only for a short time.

Time can really do many things. =)

And yes, while I still feel I am not fulfilling my life's value by being here, I console myself with the uplifting side of this job.

So yes, life is great!